K I noe it’s a damn belated bdae kinda thank you but I still wanna sae a big THANK YOU to everyone that made an ordinary dae the most special and memorable one I will remember! To be honest… its e best bdae so far n I will always rem my 20th bdea..even though its e big 20!! Haha… I received great presents, cards and sms greetings from all my friends! Haha HUGS & KISSES from mi to each and everyone of u!!

I wanted to post every single detail of mi bdae but I decided that I let the pictures do the toking.. in short.. I spend 3 days celebrating mi bdae.. from sentosa to kbox to dinner to movie! Haha juz a beri xinfu gal with so many great friends.. I cant stop complimenting u all leh.. how… haha.. THX again!! =) more foto as soon as i can! promise! =)











E mid-term came and go juz lik tat.. it sux when u r having fun! Actually having a bdae during sch break is kinda awesome cos everyone is free to ask u out! Haha but e midst of all these celebration I gt to do a reality check and realize tat I been lagging behind n stress starts to build in… I been grumpy and stressed up lately and those tat c tat side of mi.. I really am sorrie tat u hav to put up with it… I been ard stressed ppl n so I noe tat stress can be infectious and can oso cause sumone to stress oso! It seems like I become more stress as I grow older.. hope its nt true man!

E greatest part of having a bdae.. e best part or moment is when I get to blow out e candles of a cake.. nt bcos it reminds mi of how old I m or tat I can get to eat e cake after tat.. but bcos I get to make a wish… I always love making wishes… in total I gt to blow candles 5 times! Although technically I can make 5 diff wishes… I juz made one…obviously I wun sae cos then it wun b true… but if it really came true… life is worth living for everyday…haha

last fri e most tramatrizing tink happen is tat i met a stupid bloody damn disgusting idiot tat pull down his pants until knee length in e gents toilet outside e cubicle with e main toilet dr open damn widely.. yes.. a flasher.. e image of his eyes looking at mi simply brings shivers down mi spine.. everytime i tink bout it...e suayest person is i happen to mt tat idiot out of so many hundreds tat could hav walked by at tat pt of time... n i gt test e nxt dae.. for mi.. i manage to find support n comfort from mi friends tat took time to call, come up mi room n make sure i m okie.. thx god tat e madman din run after mi or sumtink... haiz.. a suay event! watever!!!

I realize in life... in everytink u do…e first step is always the hardest…it can be taking e first step during parachuting or even the simplest tink like sitting down n start studying for exams… or even start engaging conversation with a complete stranger… everything that u haben done bef.. is gonna b difficult to start.. I guess tat includes falling…its definitely hard to start trusting in sumone who previously u are not related to… but slowly become a part of ur life tat u really wish will stay on… nt onli e trust… but e feelings will oso grow stronger.. which is kinda intimating.. cos e more e feeling grows.. e harder it is to take tat first step…noeing tat it might just ruin everything tat was build before.. it just brings down to who wants to take that first step, nutink wait forever.. neither will it run away quickly...there is so much 2 b said but unsaid.. felt and shown but nt proved...

boy.. after nt blogging for so long.. i realized tat so much happened until i juz rattle on.. i dun usually go into details bt rather e tots running thru mi head n heart..

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